fijii pinkhair & felipe diaz

Met when I was 17, and he'd just turned 18. he was a senior in highschool,I already had graduated the previous year as an early grad. Id wake up at like 5am to call him before he went to his first class nd id be waiting all day just to hear his voice after school. I used to call him at 9 on the dot. Every song that comes on, it reminds me of him ... every love song at least :) whenever I sing to him he giggles at my different tones,especially my high offbeat pitch. He's the dancing star and I find his talent quite amazing. Its been a good 2 years almost and I love this guy. Of course we fell off,but I mean god put us back on. We strayed but only to get closer and we left only to find our way back. This man is absolutely amazing, :) the best. I love you twinkieshrimp .

i never stop missing you .

Me stop missing you? Impossible. Having you in my life... awesome.
You make me smile? It never fails. When they mention your name ...my heart flutters.
You make life better, I'm sure that's the job of a blessing,best part is... it comes natural.
I always think ofyou, especially at night before I doze to sleep. When you're at dance, I picture an angel flying around the universe.
When were not on the phone, I miss you even more.
When were apart, I tell them I feel closer but I still wanna hold you.
Your lips are like my favorite lipgloss, I love the taste and how they look on me.
Babe, did you know you're my babe, even when you think I don't care.
News flash , I care most when you think I don't. I love you baby. Thank god I met you.

i count never ending stars

I just wanna live life like its suppose to belived, with risk and matches.
I wanna jump on a trampoline and try to touch the sky just so I can say I've done that already.
I smile because frowning only makes people ask what's wrong and I want them to know what's right :)
I live my days with 24 hours of enjoyment because one hour lost is and hour gone to waste.
When death strikes, I pick flowers because id rather put mines in a vase rather than let them die underground.
I try to count the stars because I know it never ends.

-fijii